Ugh

I know I'm definitely gonna regret taking the time to blog tonight when I should've been sleeping or doing something productive regarding my presentation tomorrow.

But I'm just too darn distracted and restless. 

It's not that I'm a natural slacker or whatever, I generally feel kanchiong at the right times but I guess rn it's too late and the sense of urgency hasn't sunk in yet. I know that something ought to be done about tomorrow's presentation especially because the grades of 3 people are at stake rn, not just my own. 

 I just wanna sleep all day.......

Or maybe go for a getaway or something of that sort. 

Ever since I left JC, my study instincts disappeared. Never knew what studying was or reading a textbook was ever again. Poly was the bomb. It was exactly the life I had imagined myself to have and enjoy. 

Why do I even feel so empty?

Do you know the feeling where you feel so happy and contented with life but there's just one certain element missing from it and you just don't know what it is or how to go about trying to find out about it. 

I'm really terribly grateful for everything in my life now, and I don't know how many times I've said that already. I have the best bunch of friends around me, and super helpful groupmates for my assignments. It's just.. When everything seems to perfect, you start questioning whether they're actually just all in your head or not.

Pics taken during VPDP today. Nadhia's my sis from another race ok HAHAHA I swear I love this course because I got to meet so many people whom I can easily click with and relate to. All so shameless and willing to express their feelings!

This was the pose for the day. Daryl and Lucas were doing it in class too HAHAHA.

I just can't believe the days get better every time. It feels so surreal.. To the point where I don't even know what I'm talking about right now HAHAHA GUYS SORRY I REALLY THINK I JUST TYPED OUT A TRUCKLOAD OF CRAP. SORRY FOR WASTING YOUR TIME I JUST WANTED TO RANT OUT SOME MIXED EMOTIONS AND I THINK THEY'RE GONE NOW.

Sorry I was too lazy to rotate

Oh well back to my presentation slides bye thanks for reading!!!!! x